I've been reading in Exodus about the children of Israel and their murmuring. When I was younger, I thought, "Those children of Israel. They can't get it right. They keep getting saved and they still murmur."
Now, I see myself.
When I can't see around every dark corner, I think, "Well, this is it. I'm in trouble now...."
And just like the children of Israel, I keep getting help. It isn't always how I expect. It wasn't always how they expected. Manna? (Adam compared it to Dippin' Dots and I like that.) No one was expecting manna, yet there it was.
Every day.
Thinking about this has caused me to think about God observing our whining, our ill-founded panic, our murmuring.
Does he feel about it like we feel about a beloved baby, who cries for food even though they get food every time they cry? We don't fault the baby for crying.
Does he feel about it like we feel about a petulant toddler? It's tiresome, but part of the package.
Does he feel about it like we feel about a morose and complaining teenager, who you'd just as soon go away for a while?
My guess is just like we expect more of children as they grow, He expects more of us over time.
This all makes me feel like I need to get it together!
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