You know how we have a shiny new ward? Our bishop asked me to be the primary president. That means I am responsible for the children 18 months-12 years old. And I don't know most of them. Yet.
I have spent time thinking, Really, me? I have spent time crying (my default modus operandi it seems). And I have spent time praying. A lot of that too.
Here's what I know.
I have felt deep inside that Heavenly Father loves these children, most of whom I don't know. Yet. I have felt His love for me as well. I feel like if I will allow it, I will be guided and helped.
I feel like I will love these children.
Soon. Very soon.