Compensation

I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. For one thing, I have to go to the dentist and get two fillings replaced. Not an exciting prospect. If I just stayed in bed would it make it so I never had to go to the dentist? That was what I was contemplating.

I also don't like that my bed looks like this when I crawl out in the morning:


I miss Adam.

Here's a compensation though. This morning I was hugging Mark and telling him that I love him. He said, "I'm precious to you. I'm the most precious thing in the world to you." (still working on his self esteem issues)

I agreed with him and the precious element. He said, "If I died you would cry every day."

Again, I agreed.

Then he said, "You'd always have pictures of me though."

I'm not sure the pictures would be enough.