I had a very mild case of Covid and I feel very fortunate about that. I feel very very fortunate that no one else in our family got it.
For the past several weeks, I have been SO tired. I am relatively fine through most of the day and then in late afternoon, it hits me like a ton of bricks. I will come home from school in a stupor and sleep for an hour and then it takes effort to stay up until 9:00. I made the mistake of googling Covid and fatigue and I found all sorts of discouraging things.
Two mantras to live by for safety:
1-don't talk about politics online
2-don't google health topics
Both things end in gloom.
What I'm mostly trying to do is be patient. I'm rotten at being patient so that is probably why I have lots of opportunity to practice.
Adam is picking up all of the housework slack which I feel guilty about. The other day my guilt turned into whining and he said he'd rather pick up the housework slack than hear me whine about it.
I understand.
I hate it though.
I want to zip around and do things and I have no zip.
None.
I'm grateful that I can make it through the school day before the worst of the fatigue hits. I'm slipping behind some with my prep because I get too tired but Thanksgiving break is coming and hopefully I can catch up.
I'm trying to be OK with being kind of worthless after school.
I'm trying to remember the world will be okay if I rest.
I also kind of want to smack people who refuse to wear masks because this is the worst and I know I don't even have it that bad.
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